2009 reflection

it's 30 dec..
2 days to go

tis yr is a yr of hardship,tears,and true friends

a yrs which white becomes black
and black turns out to be white

y do we reflect only at tis time of e yr
y do we have "new yr revolution"?

self reflection shld be a constant ongoing process
maybe it's jus psychology

looking ahead to e unknown 2010
with surprise
be it good or bad

cos happiness a is e product of hardship,effort,tears and sacrifice

i jus haven put in enough of those

can't wait for big bang 2010:)
thanx in advance to e "committee"

tml gt sch

e BAD thing is tml start sch le.

e GOOD thing is tml can meet them!

merri x'mas!!

countdown at clara's house
overnite party
a brunch of crazy girls
who were@hg area
went all e way to amk to have
some say supper some say breakfast
in two cars searching for mac
e one opp amk library

then again
merri x'mas:)



extra thanx
to
sq,ant,rarlc:)
for e present,card n party
and
mel:)
for going x'mas shopping wif mi

can't wait for
BBQ@CLARA'S HOUSE!!!!!!!!


LAST WKEND'SPIC PART 1
PICS OF SWAN LAKE



pic-jas toh n mi



IT'S WHA I BEEN WAITIN 4!!!!!!



pic mi n kaiyun

thanx diary..my new frien

i end u using my diary to keep track of wha i have done
nt a tool to help plan my day

my wkend

hao lei
now i in sch
bt like nt doing anything
social wit frienx lor

fri watch avatar3D
sat bbq
yesterday watch swan lake

Watch if (jas toh)jie n (kaiyun)laoshi
1st time watch dance
it's by Singapore Dance Theatre@Esplanada
there abt 5 ACTS(if i remember correctly)
honestly..i dun understand e 1st ACT
e one show after e 1st break is e best!!

there are total of 2 breaks
n is 20MINS EACH
so chat with them

it's nice to watch
maybe cos i was once a dancer ba
jie n laoshi say they dun wtch dance often
can say i drag them to watch with mi de la
bt i can't really c e story
i think if i dun read e intro
i won't understand

e sole dance dam nice
but group de
starting like a bit messy
e last act de ok la

haha
e one after e 1st break r mostly sole
bt i think is really better
more exciting...
maybe also cos of e background,lighting n music...

n e ticket is more ex de moives
despite having 20%discount
(jie gt passion card)
now i dam broke...

dun worry girls
i will still go buy e exchange present

jus came back frm wei peng's house
today she is e chef
i jus help to eat
oops..

it's been a long time since we all get 2gether
n it's GREAT:)

went to meet clara
wanted to go nafa..bt we end up only watch avatar
MUS WATCH!!!!
i dun mind watch it again:)

after tt i went to raffles alone
bought 9 pieces of chocolate for $20
n nt e same 1 was craving for:(
(heart break)

shld had went to sch to do wk
bt i oversplet
end up return bks only
dun noe if i will go sch tml or nt

my cousin jus send mi my dental x-ray

18 dec

on 18 dec 2006
is e 1st day i went to wk
for my 1st job

dam excited
dam nervous
dun noe wha to expect

cos of e job
i learnt a lot
x100
x1000
i grew
gt a taste of independence

3 yrs le
bt they still have a place in my heart
always will

PASTRY
BBR
BANQUET
TIFFIN

cos they taught mi so much

i alway hope 18 dec i can go back to dine with my family
bt every year can't make it
hope next yr de 18dec
i m either wking@raffles hotel
or can they n dine with mummy daddy n kor

went to extract another baby tooth
5 baby teeth left

heard tis in studio



i fell in love wif them

went 2 sch for e past few day...

i wan to get over and done with man!!!

mentally exhausted

Future plan-Frm now till Oct 2010

step 1: complete my project
step 2: prepare portfolio
step 3: SIP
step 4: FYP(diploma)
step 5: GET A JOB

I need to
do more, think less!

I WAN TO WK
IN E KITCHEN
BAKING...PREPARING FOR BUFFET

BADLY

y my decisions are nv considered?
it is my life
right?

life seems so being-less when u can't seem to control it..
things seems to be "planned for mi" n all i need to do is to
FOLLOW..FOLLOW..FOLLOW
CLOSELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why?
for wha?

kor is back for holiday
nt to clear e mess i made

it seems tt since 15/16..
i had being messing with
my life
MY FUTURE

it rained again..

pls c
happi belated birthdai

xiao mei
uncle sim
candice

it is so weird to think abt e future
when i can't get through wha i m still nt finish doing today
like thinkin of e future will get things done at double e speed?

live today in today's world
nt history..nt future

lost count of the number of times it rained...

counting down
abt 8 days left.....

i wish i m have the power to tell the future
so i noe wha i shld do

random

maybe i shld get back to my vy chiong sec sch life
no tv on weekdays,no movie/outing on sch days
n get things done over n done with

sch is soooooooooooooooooooooooooo sian

i noe u all care bt do u noe i care too?

disappointed is a word
tt i keep hearing today
n e only thing tt i read on ur faces

e fact is i m also trying
bt i guess u all don't really c it

im not going to say anything
cos my actions can't match my words
my mind dun match my heart
my hands dun work with my soul

maybe i shld have listen to u
tt i dun really belong here..

getting use to....

doing work @level 5 studio

working while ppl ar mi to do other stuff

level 6 studio seems to be a rm i shld nt enter, i shld be at level 5

sharing e toilet with kor again

another ppl in the house "nag" mi

only lao shi(kaiyun) n kor together in the car
(i dun mind if wha i think is wha is happening)

sleepin at 8pm only to wake up at 11pm to chiong wk


i wish

i finish with wha i m doing
self reflection seems to tell mi i always give up half way

im nt "distance-ing" frm my Y3 classnates
i seem to be e forgotten 1

i dun over spend
since kor left my allowance seems nt enough
now he is back
hope he can sponsor my suppers
(haha so bad of mi hor..i noe
he has already asking if i need a drive to sch liao)

Work On E Way

so...
counting down to final submission
each day gets more and more
intentive, scare, frightening, bt at the same time
excitement,joy and surprises
awaits and unfolds

y is it that it is mi?
like i m e only one who skips class
......

so ppl can't work when u keep chasing
it won't work
dun u understand!

i understand tt is ur duty to keep track
bt i need a little space......

TO SQ
HAPPI BIRTHDAI

kor comin back

yup
gd and bad

gd
may have extra $$$$$$
may have some1 to drive mi

bad
confirm gt any person nag@mi
may need to be ordered ar...

need to go airport later
........................

pls c
i hit 50 posts

i miss

i miss
e company
e jokes
e rumbles
e fun
e joy
e "legends n myths"
e "theories"

though everyone call mi by my name
it's jus sound so different
feel so different

i miss that voice,
that tone

i miss u:(

Be Strong

ayo
every1 seems to be having a hard time
let's all jiayou 2gether
cos get stronger after we overcome e challenge

suddenly want to write essay-time

Time goes on and on. It does not stops. It cause changes.

CHANGE,FOR A BETTER LIFE.
A better life, mentally. Time is always the best medicine for the broken hearts. Broken by fire, flood, war, illness, or by man caused, time is always the answer.
Though memories can be kept in hearts, photographs, videos, voice recordings, or words written by those who were gone, the pain will be eased by time.

CHANGE,A DIFFERENT LIFESTYLE
Time changes the way things are done. Good and bad. Because of time, you can miss your plane during your honeymoon. Because of time, you only have two hours for an exam when you are a student, and always wished for more time. But when you are an adult, you would be happy that time flies fast, because you have to work eight hours daily. The extra hours are OVERTIME, which means for every extra hour, it is ONE AND THE HALF times your original pay.

Have you ever wished that the word "internet" never exist? Because of internet, your teacher or boss expects you to check your emails regularly for last minute changes. I had once failed an assignment because I did not check my email and was not aware that there was a change in submission of time. Had it be ten years ago, to notify someone about immediate change, one would have to call which means the caller would more or less be aware if the person receives the message instantly or the message has been pass on to someone the person knows.

CHANGE,BECAUSE OF GROWTH
When there is time, there is growth. Five or maybe ten years later, somebody would call you mummy or daddy. At that time, you would still call your parents mummy and daddy, but at the same time,they will be grandparents of your special creation. Because of growth, you had become a parent of your own child. Maybe you need more that ten years or maybe someone would call you auntie or uncle instead. The time will come, one day, cause you have grown. Be proud of it!

CHANGE,PEACE BETWEEN SEXS
Businesswomen would be more common, it's fine to be a stay home father. Thanks to time. Though there would things that time can't change. Fathers can never produce breast milk, mothers would always carry the unborn child for nine months. However work related abilities of the two sexs would gradually be equal, mentally and physically.

Whether you like it or not time will go on. It would never stop. So why not embrace the changes it cause?

my current playlist

random..mixed..thoughts

wha is e most important thing in life?
money?
happiness?

once when i was 14/15
i thought study is VY IMPORTANT
tt can find job with GD PAY
or at least i was planning
TO LIVE ALONE
BUY NT RENT A HOUSE

make it simple
MOVE OUT
FREEDOM
INDEPENDENT
married or single
doesn't matter to mi

then 3rd science
kill mi ba...nt interested
then y choose it..like i have a choice...

drawing is still my 1st chioce
design was for $$$$$$
but i can't even feed myself wit design

pastry nv really came to e pic
until i tried it
n loved it
i noe
pay nt gd
bt i had
HAPPINESS
may go into it
i dun noe

now
"i dun noe"
comes more often in my life then be4
cos i learnt tt in life
there are things tt u can plan
bt there r also many tt u can't lay ur hands on
cos we r nt god

i can plan my life
bt i can't run frm my fate
i can control myself
bt i can't expect others to do as i say
they have e rights to control their lives as well

everybody wans to live a happy life
e question is
HOW?

everybody wans something different
e problem is
others may look down on u
bt y bother if u r
HAPPY?

as long as i m happi n can feed myself
y mus i care so much abt how
U FEEL ABT MI??????????

Or how much more u will earn tt mi???????

tml review

tml review
i gt idea
bt dun noe how to do

i 1st few
going to dead
will dead better tt nv try
bt tis wk i have to say
i nv do much wk
how le

being slackin since 3pm
dun noe how to do man
i ok nothing
expect mindmaps

lucky i jus check mail
if nt i would nt noe i need to be in sch at 10.30am tml

y harith alway last min send mail de
sian

suay day

today can be ranked as my most suay day

wan i wake up in e morning
my mom ask mi if i need breakfast
then she cook
i say no bt she still cook

took cab to sch cos of tt
i forgt to bring e-linz card

suppose to eat dinner with sq
hp no batt
reach hm call her nt eating le

go take a nap
set alarm to wake up at 8
end up waking up at 9

shit no materials to do wk
nt sure if can do things tonight or nt

now i dun feel like going sch tml

a different wkend

tis wkend
thanx to e heavy rain
finally gt home cook food

e next day
six of us finally meet up again
jennifers body
nice:)
if i was i nt scare is fake
halfway i was using my scarf to cover my face..

after movie
go walk walk, take pic
take pic, walk walk
central de roof garden nt bad
can go take a look
is at level 11&12

even though tml is mon
i feel recharge after a 2 days break
with frienx n family

P3 gp wk

my 2nd grp wk with them
i enjoy e process
hope u enjoy watching:)

i remember when i was still i small kid
i used to sit on my kor's legs n watch him play com games until his legs go numb
now i stare at my laptop screen n watch as i let my facebook games run

stare wha?
i like to watch how e graphic is done
e movement of e characters
e changes from a lot to little
fm big to small

n my fav game to watch my kor play
general hospital

SAD..ED

when i read frienx blog, facebk msg ect
i felt sad
like all of us wan to be together n can't
n e ppl tt we have to wk with dun care for u or dun wan u

i tried my best to interact
though now i better tt P2
i still feel tt i m surrounded by fun
bt nt "in" e fun

bt i mus admit
i nv expect to c things frm tis pt of view
nv would i expect tt sch can be tis fun n still have things done
i m "surrounded" by e fun n it makes mi wan to be a part to learn more

N ALL E SITE PICS ON FB
i miss all e fun n hardship...
i can't be there for my frienx
sry..Y.H.W

Unhealthy wk

mon
1st day of sch nt enough sleep
tue
no dinner,supper
wed
no dinner
thur
no lunch gt eat dinner le
fri
no lunch gt dinner

wha an "healthy wk"

P3..again

again
site at boat quay
ok la opposite
bt is dam hot lor

fri submission
now i dam tried
tml no lesson
meeting my grp at 11am
dun need to wake up so early
hehe:)

slow slow de wo...now doing p3 while others do fyp

today go back to go sch!!!!!!
so excited to c them!!!!!!!!!
do project with yr2s again...
i thin/hope is going to be e last time wking with them...
nt tt i dun like them...
jus dun wan spend too much time n $$$$
u noe repeat much pay extra $$$$$$$$$$
it's nt free de

today
i free left out again:(
e last time i left e same was p3 i thin
when we(mi n mel) nt close with them
though now is much better
i sometimes feel out of place

e studio is soo cramp liao
fyp also nt enough place..
y i doing p3 have to fight a place with them
bt if i go down..also no place for mi n i feel even more out of place...

ayo
how how can some1 tell mi
how??????????????????????

sch on mon

i wan to go sch cos i miss them

i dun wan to go sch cos i hate sch wk
i dun c light..it nt tt tp is nt gd,
jus tt
i dun c myself using wha i had learnt in tp
especailly when all of a sudden
we r in the landscape field

plants..
i noe nothing abt u..
bio can?
i almost 4gt
i gt D7 for bio

family wk

wa..
tis wk spend a lot of time or family meals...
finLLy after 3 wks can spend time with family

finally
i pass my P2 N P4
still lots to improve in P3
tt can go SIP, do FYP n gt out of TP

OCT 2010...

panda ger:(

guess wha
for e 3 days!!
i can sleep at 3am n wake up at 10am
panda eyes...
(whose who noe mi will noe i go back n sleep n wake up be4 noon..hehe)

e last 2 nights
i slept late cos gt insect in my rm

e 1st night was a brown/black one
e second night was green one
i read new moon and while waiting for it to fly off
then i sleep
so end up sleep ar tis time

i guess i use to it le
now i can't sleep

now i start readin eclipse le
when i jus started readin the bk in e evening
i felt dizzy
i thought i read too much
cos eclipse is e 4 bk i reading so far
(1st was amber spyglass,then twilight then new moon)

then come to noe that
is nt mi dizzy
my bed is really like floating
cos there was an earthquake in Sumatra

on e radio
DJ spoke abt wha to do when there is a real earthquake
though singapore is "safe" now
is gd to noe FOR IN CASE(e DJ stress)
singaporeans travel a lot...is better to noe

it made mi wonder
maybe one day
singpore will really experience an earthquake
may in e yr 2012....

enjoy...cantonese pop:)

After watching too much tvb shows
i m now addicted to cantonese pop:)

say yes..say no

for e past few days

i been thinkin

wha m i going to do next

then my chef called mi

he ask if i wan to wk!!!!!!!

happi happi!!!!!

of course yes la

bt dun worry

i said no

cos he wan long term

like a few months de....

how i wish i could say

YES!

random thoughts...peng you

What r friends?

ppl who u noe?

ppl who care for u?

or ppl who thinks when they have problems they can turn to u n expect u to be there ALL e time?

or ppl who have 2 noe n forgive ur weakness all e time?

for past 2 mths

i have lessons all alone

with a grp of ppl whom i still dun really noe

n some ppl expect mi to be sch like everytime

if u lost ur card

shld u get a new 1 ASAP

or expect ur friend to open e door for u in 3hrs?

or expect ur friend to have a card for u to borrow bks

without tell her how many u borrow

or when the bks r due

do u leave ur things if u friend

n expect him or her to look after

without telling when u wan to collect?

n expect him or her to jus wait?

gd thing is outside my house

if it go missing

is nt my problem

seroiusly...

cos it's been there for days......

if u have a weakness...

whatever e weakness is

as a friend

ur friend tell u tt u r wrong

shld u accpet tt u r really WRONG

for e past 2mths

i think i seen

who r true real friends

n who think tt friends r JUST ppl who THEY can USED

"friends r nothing bt trouble"

i dun think so

i thin friends r ppl who will aviod giving problem

"friends r nothing bt trouble"

r nt true friends

submission part 1

One submission done

one more to go.....

i almost can't finish my storyboard...

my model keep coming off

lucky i come school in the morning

thanx Ivy for helpin mi fix....

i think i need t learn to work smart...

at first i thought i could do a gd model n take pics

so i left a lot of space for my model
in e end....
nt tt nice
only three model pics

gt imporve frm P4

COS MEL HELP MI

thanx mel

My draft storyboard intent to put my final model pics in the empty space

My final board...Ugly lor

Now
chiong tech portfolio!!!!!

FOR NOW

FOR NOW...

my mind is not working

my heart still wants to going on

my body needs a break

i dun care abt rules anymore

i jus WAN to get it done

6 DAYS TO MODEL N STORYBOARD SUBMISSION

7 DAYS TO TECH PORTFLIO SUBMISSION

thanx girlx

cheered up nt cos
i agree with XiaoH n XiaoY

ivy
mel
candice
sheryl-4ever xiao mei
huijie
grace-though u only come n c look go

thanx 4 coming sch
u light my heart:)

ivy pls c
sry last wk i nv come sch pei ni

i m 19

i sooo hate
soooO hate

sooo wan to quit!!!!!

it's like driving on e expressway
at a high speed...
if e car crash once...
n u take e same route...
it's ok
bt wha if u crash twice
will u still go drive e 3rd time???

i m no longer a girl
bt i still nt a
LADY

i m19
n i need time to think

bt for now
do as told....

miss sch..hate sch??

guess wha

i skip one wk of sch

em...only two days of lesson

bt it's been one wk since i last went to sch

tt's how much i hate sch

i wan my evd studio back!

i believe none of my current classmateS who are taking P2 with mi would believe tt i was once "an angel to teach student" (as every teacher who teach us would say) frm a triple science class.

tt's cos i chiong eveyday in Sec2 thinkin tt if i wk hard i can choose my own subject com

cos HS as we all noe, subject com by grades nt level position

every yr subject com different.

no D&T n pure GEO for mi:(

also dun noe y end up in e1

well e1 classmates, nt tt i hate u, i jus hate wha i study bt all of u made my life in e1 more happening more enjoyable:)

went back to HS last fri

of course..when mrs lai n ms toh noe i have to stay in ploy for another yr

their reaction is e same one....

"yao si ah...yong gong le"

ay...sian.....

last sat went back again, thought will c mr tan bt nv...

bt i pass e marshmallowx to wei siong ...

hopefully mr tan gt receive

Happy teacher's Day:)

Wu Yue Tian Mayday

mayday concert in singpore next wk!!

i no $$$$$ & timmmmme to go

so

i will post a series of mayday videos

to wish them SUCCESS in their concert in singapore

tis first song

introduced mi to them

i first hear it when i was ten

very strange

i like tis type of emo song

bt they are famous for rock

bt then i was nt a crazy fan of them

i m jus a crazy fan of tis song

5 yrs later i heard tis song

which i found very encouraging

当 我和世界不一样 那就让我不一样
坚持对我来说 就是以刚克刚
我 如果对自己妥协 如果对自己说谎
即使别人不原谅 我也不能原谅
最美的愿望 一定最疯狂
我就是我自己的神 在我活的地方

我和我最后的倔强 握紧双手绝对不放
下一站是不是天堂 就算失望 不能绝望
我和我骄傲的倔强 我在风中大声的唱
这一次为自己疯狂 就这一次 我和我的倔强

对 爱我的人别紧张 我的固执很善良
我的手越肮脏 眼神越是发光
你 不在乎我的过往 看到了我的翅膀
你说被火烧过 才能出现凤凰
逆风的方向 更适合飞翔
我不怕千万人阻挡 只怕自己投降

我和我最后的倔强 握紧双手绝对不放
下一站是不是天堂 就算失望 不能绝望
我和我骄傲的倔强 我在风中大声的唱
这一次为自己疯狂 就这一次 我和我的倔强

我和我最后的倔强 握紧双手绝对不放
下一站是不是天堂 就算失望 不能绝望
我和我骄傲的倔强 我在风中大声的唱
这一次为自己疯狂 就这一次 我和我的倔强

就这一次让我大声唱 lalalala...
就算失望不能绝望... lalalalala...
就这一次我和我的倔强

frm then on

i m crazy with

wu yue tian ah shin

he wrote!!

a yr later

tis song made love everything ABT THEM

bt i still like ah shin e most

tis song is frm their lastest album

n tis pharse keeps mi driving

當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇
於是妳 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞 的走著

....................................................................

....................................................................

難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了 然後才後悔著

lastly i decatie tis song to all my friends reading

雖然你脾氣壞　對待朋友又差　
凸槌又更愛牽拖
佳在你遇到我　不愛計較的我　
算你壞人有好命

我走路你坐車　你吃飯我洗碗　你被欺負我拚命
若為了爽到你　可以艱苦到我　因為　咱緣分不可散

有你　我才未孤單　有你的陪伴　我才有靠山
你若不爽　我是你的垃圾車　每天　聽你的心聲
有你　我才未孤單　有你的陪伴　我才有靠山
你若歡喜　我是你的垃圾車　每天　為你唱歌

感情若想要滿　杯底就要呼乾　
這杯就愛飲呼乾
這杯你飲呼乾　這杯我飲呼乾　
咱　這箱攏飲呼乾　攏飲呼乾

有你　我才未孤單　有你的陪伴　我才有靠山
你若不爽　我是你的垃圾車　每天　聽你的心聲
有你　我才未孤單　有你的陪伴　我才有靠山
你若歡喜　我是你的垃圾車　每天　為你唱歌

a sat @ studio all alone

came back to sch to do AutoCad
take pics n renew magazines

Done
take pic
renew magazine
n photoshop to blog..opps

i can't edit autocad
haha
i guess is e autocad different veresion
sch one is 2008
they use 2010 de to draw......



Listen to my pics

Aug 10
k-Box @ cineleisure

Aug 10 evening
pinic @ marine barrge
clara drive!!!!
thanx clara:))

Aug 15 Happi belated mel:)

dinner @ airport

leaving sch now

bb:)

Addictions

I M ADDICTED TO

blogging
chocolates
drama crazy
Emergency.Unit(currently watching)
facebook-ing
imeem (listen song while doing wk)
lonely-no choice man..i miss my "super-classmates"
mac-mac wings,fries
nick names-ger,jellybean,roti
"photo being taken"
restaurant city
stalking blogs of frienx
tudou
watermelon juice
youtube

to mel
Happi birthdAi

weight update
59.6

SPEED is back:)

Ten yrs ago i loved them
now they are back!!!!





i fav member of e grp
i like tis solo song best!




PLS C
weight update
59.2:(
a few sec ago

oh...my god (59++)

hai...i can't believe it
e weighting scale bully mi!!!!!!!
for e 1 st
i m (59++)kg!!!!!!
need to loss weight le...

i remember when i was 10
i weight suddenly increase frm 30++
to 40++
bt i was nt afraid
cos i also grew taller
until 2day's height of 1.58

dun remember when
i had been bet 56to58++
i think frm sec ba

i need to exercise le
tml go happening
how to loss weight man!!

k dun talk abt fat
talk abt thin
haha
"thinest"
(52++53)kg
i wking as pastry
u may think
how to loss weight when wking in kitchen
with all e food ar u

haha
cos everyday i have to pull e trolley up n down
sometime up to ten times
then loss weight lor

that's e "theory" part
e "fantasy" part....
..........
.........
........
.......
......
cos there is a guy i like la..
mus admit
sometimes i go up jus to c him
bt too bad
he like mi
i nv treat him well
of course he would like someone else
he is e 1st guy 4 "waited" a few mths
till 2day
i still can't believe
i can let a guy wait for 3 mths??

he is e 1st guy who taught mi love
e 1st guy who made mi feel love(other tt my family)
n most importantly
safe

he had found his princess...
n i knew i nv like e wrong guy
4 he love his princess n stayed by her side..
wishthem4ever happi...

haha
dun think we will meet again
then again
wishthem4ever HAPPI

haha

haha
i change my blogskin
for e 1st time in my life
addicted to laptop man!
took some time to remove the "links" and "tag boxs"
ok la
spend abt an hr?

counting down
4 days to picnic!!!!!!

Meet up(s)

after 2 yr of sweat n laughter 2gether with evd
we have to go different route 4 3mths for SIP

pls c
i nv go SIP cos i fail my major projects=repeat 1 yr in ploy
sad cos can't grad with them
happy cos i can learn again
wanted to take D&T n PURE GEO in sec3
bt nv have e chance
now have e chance
bt can't do well e first time
happy tt i have a 2nd chance

fri met up mel n jas:)

yesterday met up again
n someone whom i didn't expect to meet

in the crowded bugis street as we(mel jas n mi) were leaving
we split up cos of the crowd
mel in front
mi in center
jas behind mi

bet mi n mel
gt 2 guys
n a voice which i seem to hear be4...

FACE 2 FACE

he nv change much
only braces
hairstyle a bit different

so...
only e 2 of us met
i nv c his friend
he nv c mel n jas
cos is crowded
we also nv talk much n walk away with a friendly greeting smile
(like wha we alway do when we r in sch)
cos we both noe tt we r blocking e way......

MISS

i missed
"sry sry" played in studio
e "jellybean song"
waiting 4 every1 2 go lunch together

i missed
SIP 09
FYP 09/10

HELLO
CLASS 11

tHAN U
ms yl
mr h
cm NG

studio update
most models will taken care off
hafiz n Irshaad
come back asap
ur models need to repair

a SPACE is definied by it's fuction n users
i wan my STUDIO back

maids? NO we jus have e responsibiility!

i agree some ppl dun really care thinkin tt other ppl would do it 4 them because of instructions by higher a...................!
bt i agree tt these ppl put in a lot of time and effort to do their best

i hate those who jus wan to ensure tt their time is more important...their wk is of higher value...pls la...some models dun even have place to put liao...u still wan to make sure ur wk mus be place like tt can't like tt!!!!!Like u gt do other things like tt!!!! y do u deserve to decide when others haven put their model yet??

Y those ppl who put in their time n effort to get things done are treated like fools who seems to have nothing better to do?

Thanx To
PPL who deserve to a break
without U
it could nt have been done

we r nt FOOLS
we jus have e RESPOSIBILITY 2 gt it done!





































I FEEL LIKE I M A F..L

when u wan mi u call mi
when u dun....u give mi a look
like i help cos i gt nothing better 2 do
no is nt once
it seems 2 happen all e time
or am i jus thinkin 2 much?

i hate
i hate
i hate

SUMBISSION!!!

How's sch?

How's sch?

em...watch movies in studio

three workshops

and on e outing to DaVinc Exhibition on fri

haha

tis is e fun part

Next wk

i thin we all will chiong like siao...

mi blind?

Bad news
4 creative writing i am e only EVD student

Good news
i met my pri sch frien
Ying Hui

Oh God
she change a lot!!
once she was like a gang leader
every1 was scare of her
she once have chubby check
n wore glasses too
2day
she is still a basketball player
(i knew she started playin basketball when i was in sec )
slim
i would nt say lady-like
bt definitely nt "gang leader" anymore

i think i am blind for e past yr
(she IAD yr 2 i yr 3)
i nv notice her at sch at all
she say she dun have e courage to
hopefully is cos she change too much

haha
i left e class after most ppl had gone
otherwise
i would nv had "found" her again

e song tt best presents mi now

I used to think
I had the answers to everything
But now I know
Life doesn't always
Go my way, yeah...
Feels like I'm caught in the middle
That's when I realize...

[Chorus]
I'm not a girl
Not yet a womam
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between

[Verse 2]
I'm not a girl
There is no need to protect me
Its time that I
Learn to face up to this on my own
I've seen so much more than u know now
Don't tell me to shut my eyes

I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between

I'm not a girl
But if u look at me closely
You will see it my eyes
This girl will always find
Her way

I'm not a girl
(I'm not a girl don't tell me what to believe)
Not Yet a woman
(I'm just tryin to find the woman in me, yeah)
All I need is time (All I need)
A moment that is mine (That is mine)
While I'm in between

I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman (not now)
All I need is time (is All I need)
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between

1st FACTS

1st time i heard tt i was different

at e age of 9

went to check up refer by sch dentist

gt 7 missing adult teeth!!

1st time go to teacher's house

also at e age of 9

Miss Chan

still remember

1st NC16 show

Da Vinci Code...

1st "bu-guy"(tis is 4ever de!!)

a few days be4 chem "O" pra

one of my tooth came off when i was eating

i thin e 1st few ppl i call is sq n corn

e next day

wan ant they all come look 4 mi 1 thing in e morning

......

lucky is nt in front..

if u look closely

tt u would notice

1st job after "O"s

was Pastery @ Raffles Hotel

it was fun

and leads to other 1s

1st pay

1st presents to mummy n daddy

1st trip on my own

....

Hope can go back to wk

1st time go pub!!

19 June 2009!!

go yello jello

1st time snorkelling!!

21 June 2009

@ Tioman Coral island

upload it when i get e pics

1st time my kor bring mi out!!

haha

i was 8...he was 14??

i remember he bring mi go watch Small Soldiers

e one e soundtrack N'ync sing one

1st guy askin 4 my no

i was 15

n i still blur blur n jus gave him

ayo...

he was my senior bt he grad liao(at tt pt of time)

seroiusly

i didn't noe until he ask mi over e phone...

1st cruch @14

2yrs senior..

took e same bus sometimes..

well

he gt my attention 1st

he would start conversations 1st

bt well

we nv gt 2gether

n i mus admit

i didn't noe him vy well

at tt time

i dun have his friendster or msn or hp

1st love@17

met him while wking

bt

we also nv get 2gther

cos when he add mi in friendster

ar e same time

i also gt my senior's friendster

n i suddenly felt tt they 2 of them r alike

both aquarius

both feb

both e hairstyle like anime character

both mini eye

both vy auto(come n talk 2 mi de)

i was scare tt i treat him as an sub

bt then

they r different

n when i noe he is different

n i like him for who he was

it's too late

he gt gf le

noisy bt surprisingly productive

wking on a sat in sch

hai...sian.....

bt nv mind 

gt self entertainment

haha...gt a screen..a laptop n youtube....

haha

e beauty of tech..

still

is noisy 

cos they r playin stuff ewhich i have no interest

bt is ok 

i have my own laptop 

haha

n i dun mind e DIY entertainment

THAN 

MEL JAS GRACE SHERYL IVY HUIJIE 

4 ur company

Now 

WORK TIME!!!!!!!

To: U noe who u r...

i am super disappointed

i felt like i am being used 

i dunwan to hear another "sry" frm u 

i know it was like a few day ago 

BT i still feel like i am cheated by one who i thought i could trust

to others: 

pls stop asking mi abt her

I DUN NOE

I M

NT HER SECRETARY

NT HER MIND 

I DUN NOE

where she IS

wha e hell she is THINKIN

wha she wan to DO

like all of u 

i have no idea

n today

i dun care too

cos i think i had done all i can to help

it is time tt i wash my hands n do wha i need to do 

RECAP!

RECAP TIME

I dun noe y upload half way can't update liao

Next time 

Last trip to malaysia with my cousins.

1st Time take pic with my classmate

Field trip during 1st yr...so miss juan

We chose different road le...bt still frienx..till 2day!

Nt 4gting YAN..

To: aralc,ginl, i dun noe y i upload pic halfway can't upload pic le

       next post k

MESSY LIFE

i sooooo hate sch

have nv been soooo unsure abt life

things are soooo messy tis days

been told a thousand n 1 times tt life is nv smooth sailing

one as to go against all odds to find e light

though e light is still no where to be seen 

maybe i shld jus do as told

4 now jus follow INSTRUCTIONS

n LEAVE e dreams till grad

TO EVD CLASSMATES

For e past few days

i haven seen some of my classmates

where have they been?

i miss them...

I MISS ALL OF THEM

miss e joy

miss e company

WHERE HAVE U ALL BEEN!!

u r greatly missed

i believe i am nt e only one

pls come back sch soon k:)

BUSY

haha
i noe my blog is kind of die
i gt a blog to post my drawin:)
sry no time to draw

now every1 chionging P4
i need time to release my stress man!!
so..let mi take tis time to update ppl who care abt mi

A one
BUSY

Just attended my cousin's wedding(2nd May)
cos my cousin-in-law frm taiwan
so everythin my AH YI need to do everything
cos they did everything for taiwan de wedding liao
is fun to help up actually
all e "small kids" come together n help run e show
but a bit tired

E world is so small
i met corn's parents @ my cousin's wedding!!
actually corn's mum come find mi lor..
vy bu hao yi si
shld be younger de go find older de
turn out tt corn's dad is my uncle's friend of 30yrs..
WOW!!

Tis wkend my cousin coming back frm Australia(Aussi)
He is going thailand for hoilday then come back again be4 returning back to Aussi
No chocolate frm him!!
My kor can't find(my kor lives if his mum now)

I wan my chocoloate!!
Mint de frm cabuary
only candy empire have!!
Nv mind!!