i wish i m have the power to tell the future
so i noe wha i shld do

random

maybe i shld get back to my vy chiong sec sch life
no tv on weekdays,no movie/outing on sch days
n get things done over n done with

sch is soooooooooooooooooooooooooo sian

i noe u all care bt do u noe i care too?

disappointed is a word
tt i keep hearing today
n e only thing tt i read on ur faces

e fact is i m also trying
bt i guess u all don't really c it

im not going to say anything
cos my actions can't match my words
my mind dun match my heart
my hands dun work with my soul

maybe i shld have listen to u
tt i dun really belong here..

getting use to....

doing work @level 5 studio

working while ppl ar mi to do other stuff

level 6 studio seems to be a rm i shld nt enter, i shld be at level 5

sharing e toilet with kor again

another ppl in the house "nag" mi

only lao shi(kaiyun) n kor together in the car
(i dun mind if wha i think is wha is happening)

sleepin at 8pm only to wake up at 11pm to chiong wk


i wish

i finish with wha i m doing
self reflection seems to tell mi i always give up half way

im nt "distance-ing" frm my Y3 classnates
i seem to be e forgotten 1

i dun over spend
since kor left my allowance seems nt enough
now he is back
hope he can sponsor my suppers
(haha so bad of mi hor..i noe
he has already asking if i need a drive to sch liao)

Work On E Way

so...
counting down to final submission
each day gets more and more
intentive, scare, frightening, bt at the same time
excitement,joy and surprises
awaits and unfolds

y is it that it is mi?
like i m e only one who skips class
......

so ppl can't work when u keep chasing
it won't work
dun u understand!

i understand tt is ur duty to keep track
bt i need a little space......

TO SQ
HAPPI BIRTHDAI

kor comin back

yup
gd and bad

gd
may have extra $$$$$$
may have some1 to drive mi

bad
confirm gt any person nag@mi
may need to be ordered ar...

need to go airport later
........................

pls c
i hit 50 posts

i miss

i miss
e company
e jokes
e rumbles
e fun
e joy
e "legends n myths"
e "theories"

though everyone call mi by my name
it's jus sound so different
feel so different

i miss that voice,
that tone

i miss u:(

Be Strong

ayo
every1 seems to be having a hard time
let's all jiayou 2gether
cos get stronger after we overcome e challenge

suddenly want to write essay-time

Time goes on and on. It does not stops. It cause changes.

CHANGE,FOR A BETTER LIFE.
A better life, mentally. Time is always the best medicine for the broken hearts. Broken by fire, flood, war, illness, or by man caused, time is always the answer.
Though memories can be kept in hearts, photographs, videos, voice recordings, or words written by those who were gone, the pain will be eased by time.

CHANGE,A DIFFERENT LIFESTYLE
Time changes the way things are done. Good and bad. Because of time, you can miss your plane during your honeymoon. Because of time, you only have two hours for an exam when you are a student, and always wished for more time. But when you are an adult, you would be happy that time flies fast, because you have to work eight hours daily. The extra hours are OVERTIME, which means for every extra hour, it is ONE AND THE HALF times your original pay.

Have you ever wished that the word "internet" never exist? Because of internet, your teacher or boss expects you to check your emails regularly for last minute changes. I had once failed an assignment because I did not check my email and was not aware that there was a change in submission of time. Had it be ten years ago, to notify someone about immediate change, one would have to call which means the caller would more or less be aware if the person receives the message instantly or the message has been pass on to someone the person knows.

CHANGE,BECAUSE OF GROWTH
When there is time, there is growth. Five or maybe ten years later, somebody would call you mummy or daddy. At that time, you would still call your parents mummy and daddy, but at the same time,they will be grandparents of your special creation. Because of growth, you had become a parent of your own child. Maybe you need more that ten years or maybe someone would call you auntie or uncle instead. The time will come, one day, cause you have grown. Be proud of it!

CHANGE,PEACE BETWEEN SEXS
Businesswomen would be more common, it's fine to be a stay home father. Thanks to time. Though there would things that time can't change. Fathers can never produce breast milk, mothers would always carry the unborn child for nine months. However work related abilities of the two sexs would gradually be equal, mentally and physically.

Whether you like it or not time will go on. It would never stop. So why not embrace the changes it cause?

my current playlist

random..mixed..thoughts

wha is e most important thing in life?
money?
happiness?

once when i was 14/15
i thought study is VY IMPORTANT
tt can find job with GD PAY
or at least i was planning
TO LIVE ALONE
BUY NT RENT A HOUSE

make it simple
MOVE OUT
FREEDOM
INDEPENDENT
married or single
doesn't matter to mi

then 3rd science
kill mi ba...nt interested
then y choose it..like i have a choice...

drawing is still my 1st chioce
design was for $$$$$$
but i can't even feed myself wit design

pastry nv really came to e pic
until i tried it
n loved it
i noe
pay nt gd
bt i had
HAPPINESS
may go into it
i dun noe

now
"i dun noe"
comes more often in my life then be4
cos i learnt tt in life
there are things tt u can plan
bt there r also many tt u can't lay ur hands on
cos we r nt god

i can plan my life
bt i can't run frm my fate
i can control myself
bt i can't expect others to do as i say
they have e rights to control their lives as well

everybody wans to live a happy life
e question is
HOW?

everybody wans something different
e problem is
others may look down on u
bt y bother if u r
HAPPY?

as long as i m happi n can feed myself
y mus i care so much abt how
U FEEL ABT MI??????????

Or how much more u will earn tt mi???????

tml review

tml review
i gt idea
bt dun noe how to do

i 1st few
going to dead
will dead better tt nv try
bt tis wk i have to say
i nv do much wk
how le

being slackin since 3pm
dun noe how to do man
i ok nothing
expect mindmaps

lucky i jus check mail
if nt i would nt noe i need to be in sch at 10.30am tml

y harith alway last min send mail de
sian

suay day

today can be ranked as my most suay day

wan i wake up in e morning
my mom ask mi if i need breakfast
then she cook
i say no bt she still cook

took cab to sch cos of tt
i forgt to bring e-linz card

suppose to eat dinner with sq
hp no batt
reach hm call her nt eating le

go take a nap
set alarm to wake up at 8
end up waking up at 9

shit no materials to do wk
nt sure if can do things tonight or nt

now i dun feel like going sch tml

a different wkend

tis wkend
thanx to e heavy rain
finally gt home cook food

e next day
six of us finally meet up again
jennifers body
nice:)
if i was i nt scare is fake
halfway i was using my scarf to cover my face..

after movie
go walk walk, take pic
take pic, walk walk
central de roof garden nt bad
can go take a look
is at level 11&12

even though tml is mon
i feel recharge after a 2 days break
with frienx n family